Worried

Woke up quite late today. So decided to slack at hm with my girl. Aizai told me they didn't wan to go powerstation anymore. Instead, they eating steamboat at his house. His home was quite far from mine sia... so lazy la.
Anyway today i read an interesting article from straits time:

It shows some examples of people losing job and jobless for 12 years omg.
The government thot that by decreasing the income tax and increasing the GST, they will help the lower income group more than the richer people this way. I agree the situation actually improve. But then the real group that the government should look into is the middle-age group. Lets be realistic, if you are the boss, u won't wan to employ people that are over 40+ yrs old right? Older people are often the breadwinner of the families. They need the money to send their children to school. Look at my school fees, 11k. How can they afford sia?!? Ok the Government have some subsidies for my case, but what about those that couldn't make it to the Gov sch. Private schools?Universities? One of the examples writtened in the paper was a guy who studied very hard and try very hard to collect every diplomas he could. One day when he wanted to get a job, the guy said that his qualification was too high and the company couldn't afford. Even when u study hard enough, you might not get a job in Singapore. One funny thing i read about it is that people who kena illness rather die than get treatment. The 2% GST increase in hospital fees sure steam lor.
Anyway, seems like the old traditional saying that "studying hard increases chance of getting a job" dun make sense anymore leh. Staying in Singapore really is quite hard man, maybe migrating is the choice =/ .

Holidays!

Hmm... quite a busy holiday i must say. Spent the first two days with my gf, going out to eat, shop and talk crap.. We went clubbing on Wed at mos. What a boring boring day.. . The music was boring everything was boring. We ended the day earlier than expected at around 2 am before we went 921 to eat and talk cock until around 3 plus. Im so desperate looking for soccer matches nowadays. Asking friends team whether they are free and posting on forums to look for social soccer teams. Its so fun playing soccer on the big field. However, seems like the whole thing is too sudden, no teams free to play on weekends.

Sometimes what i heard might not be the truth but can't help thinking there are possibilities that it WILL happen. I am very disappointed towards two of my friends that did all those things behind our back. Hopefully they realised that it is a cheap and shameful thing to do. You walked out on us last time and now u do this kinda thing omg. I hope that those are rumours.

Holiday~

Ah! finally, the term test ended today. The DCST paper was quite decent i must say. Not sure whether i could pass the paper, I tried my best =D. I have a three weeks break including this week ^-^ . Gonna play more field soccer this holiday. Although my supervisor instructed us to go back during the holidays, it will be quite slack i guess. Gonna enjoy my youth and spend every single mins busy before i go army. Darling is sick today, hope she feels better after her rest so that she could watch movie with me =DD.
The other day, Xueli asked me what im gonna do with my life, in the future. Im really confused. I was ambitious last time. I try to work hard for everything in life. Most of the time i succeeded. But suddenly i was confused. Every jobs or occupations contain something interesting seriously. Some people go for their interests, some for fame and some for money. I guess i want a life that allows me to try everything and be flexible. I can't explain.. really.

Nowadays, if you notice, there were alot of ambulance around. When i was scanning the pages on the newspaper, i saw alot of mysterious death happening. More and more people are jumping MRT. Life is so fragile man. People can even die from their sleep. I dun understand. Last time, i thot everything in life can be controlled. But nowadays, it seems, the best choice is to enjoy every seconds of your life before you regret.

Anyway my tagboard got problem leh. Im a noob at fixing it. Need some help from my darling lol!

The latest in sch

Wow i juz reached home at 2245. What a memorable day lol. First time i stayed till so late in school. Bo pian since im going clubbing tml. Gotta finish much of my project by today. I saw some students still loitering around in school. Are they too free or wat? i rather head home straight sia. Hope to do well in my Final review man!

SWEAT IT ALL OUT

woOO been a long time since i sweat playing basketball. Its so fun. We joined huimin's church friends for a game at 838. Everyone was having fun. Sharon even flared up when she couldn't play because the guy with the ball had to go. I guess playing with friends is the best. No Stress, no commitment. Juz throwing the ball anywhere will do. We played till around midnite before we head home hahaha. Play hard work hard, but seems like im going to be a dead meat on Thurs - my final review. Henry and nick will be going army this sat. I hope to spend more time with them siol. Well, they will be eating and clubbing on wednesday which i guess i can't reject any further. Friday admond, kx and edric's birthday? Seems so fun eh.. another side of my life won't allow it =/

uselessss

Sigh! this is the time when i can't do anything. The exams will start 2 weeks from now. Although its only 1 paper, the real weight comes from the Final review of my project this week. This will determine whether i have to come back during the holidays. It will be impossible for the project to be completed i have to admit. But den i still have to touch up on it. Its like stucked in the middle. You feel like u have to do something but u can't do anything about it. I really hate this feeling. I didn't attend anything lectures since the first two weeks and i kinda forgot the image of our lecture theatre already.
Slowly, the time during poly seems to pass by more and more quickly( dun believe me u can ask any poly students) This is my schedule for 1 week.

Monday: woke up around 11+ and head to sch for lab until 3
Tuesday: same as mon
Wednesday: 10-12pm for tutorials
Thursday: project 9-5
Friday: same as thurs

Mon and Tue seems to be the most free one but when u finish class at 3, u feel like you have nowhere to go since my friends all have sch till 5.
Whenever friday comes, where all the birthday parties are usually held, i have this stupid project until late. Most of the time, i have to go straight for my friend's party since it will be dark after that. This is so fck up. ahya maybe i should stop whining for awhile and work hard for exams lol. At least a small target to aim for!

trust only yourself?

RAINING RAINING AND RAINING~~~ damn cold these few days. Attended school later than usual. Its unusual for me to be so late on project days =/ sigh, i thot i was the latest den. Guess wat? my group mates both came later than me. They said that in order to get a project done, teamwork is a must. This sentence is getting more meaningful as the final review comes closer. Why can't they come earlier since PD2 is ending? They dun feel urgent in the morning? only getting nervous during the end of the day when the lecturer is getting more busy? Although our group is more suay - Supervisor won't attend to you unless u start asking, Project hardware and software consists of more components than others, but things can be done when we put in a littttttle bit more efforts. And i really mean little (im lazy too hee). Nothing can be done if watching youtube whole day makes u happy seriously.

sTREss

Well went for a two-hour tutorial in the morning and came home for nap. Guilty is the word i felt would best describe me for today. Everyone was rushing their final project report and what i can do is wait for thurs and fri for my grp members to tell me about their contribution. QP and Huishan told me that they actually ton yesterday somewhere to complete their PD2 report. I felt it was a great idea if Friday is my teacher's assessment. The weight is really coming on me for this final preview. Unlike other groups on the 6th floor, by now everyone should know how KUKU my supervisor is. He could asked me to wait for his return and den disappear until 5pm. Great job! Well others could get help writing programs for their microcontroller, we could only wait till our supervisor TO BE FREE.

Interesting weekend

I didn't update my blog this weekend was because i took hm my laptop except the adaptor LOL! I left it in my project room as i rushed home on friday to attend bert's birthday dinner haha. Ok the dinner started quite late as those bodybuilders came late. They claimed that a trainer talked to them about his story -_- Overall the dinner was nice and full. Anyway how bad can a 300 bucks dinner be right? The birthday routine took over and we sang birthday songs and cut the cake for everyone. Phototaking session followed. Wanted to post some pictures but since many of them had already done so. I shall skip this. Please refer to valerie's blogspot for the pictures =D
Philbert den head to town to meet his gf.Anyway the big groups was deciding where to go when the quarrels and fight occured. I think i shall not mention names scully tio flamed. I have to say not to listen to one side of the stories only before making any conclusion!
After the misunderstanding, we headed to town for some fun. Some of us went to kbox and the rest went shopping. Darling joined us at town and we sang till 6 in the morning. Everything was quite smooth la=D

need to gain some weight

Woke up at 11.45am! luckily darling gave me a morning call at the most crucial time. Need to get to school at 1pm for my lab. Normally i took around 45 mins to reach sch if i takes bus to school but these few days are damn suay sia. The bus coming are either 950,966,856 -_- Ok finally 187 came and i met her for school together. Luckily wilkin doesn't need my laptop for his lab test anymore. He told me he had already sent his lappy for service. heng man or else he will be late for his lab test too.
Anyway lab is boring as usual. But my diet is different today man. i ate yogurt and butter rice( chicken with rice and fries) + morning bread =DD need to eat more and gain some weight man. Yj msg me and asked me to go gym tml. Just the right time =) I dun wan to be called a guniang because im too skinny lo! Things will be different after 1 month i promise hee.
After lunch i went to my project class with kel. Audrey mentioned that we need to do a poster for our technofair. -_-Suddenly felt a heavy rock on my shoulder. So many things to complete within these two weeks - Posters, project, report etc. Hopefully i could still pass year 3 without completing the project man =DD

sorry my gaming friends

Sorry guys maybe it's good time for me to stop my competitive gaming stuff. My projects deadline is coming. Its three weeks from now to the panel. Hope i can really touch up and finish the STUPID PROJECT. Anyway im really sorry to sherwin and other my other teammates. Cs made me restless and no life. I realised this is not the life for me. I prefer to spend time with my family, friends and gf. It would be more fun to even talk cock with you all face to face other than spending time online conversation. I rather spend time finding work, its more practical. I don't wan to lose sleep playing game until wee hours and go to school str8away. Anyway i really have fun playing all the gd teams in lan =DD Until now i hope a new phase of life begans for me. . . ..

CS is getting boring

Feel like stopping this game for awhile. Its getting boring since henry and going army and kw is going concentrate on his server thing. Its hard to keep playing on this streaky game.

FUCK BME

Just when i thot i could catch up with my project and life would be more stable, i receive this f**King email from my supervisor, indicating i would have a second review of my project this Friday. FUCK HIM LA. Im the only one in the group that got the letter lor -_- Anyway what did he do to help us man? He only attends to BME students whenever they need help. You think we could do everything by giving us a theme and SOME stupid programming chips? dream on la. Okay i know i did not do much durin the vpp but i dun deserve that lor. When i ask him about on that day he still declared we dun have second review pui! ANYWAY IM GOING TO SHOW U WHAT IM CAPABLE OF Okay!? u bloody ahgua BITCH !

A decent Monday

Woke up at around 11.20 but slept back until 12 before i head to school. Boring Lab- When i reach class i was abit surprise kel actually came earlier than me =/ Anyway i was told that the lab test was next Monday-_- I went to cut my hair after school. Stupid hairstylist done the job. Because the boss who usually cuts for me wasn't there. Met my girl after that and spent the evening with her. Its nice hugging her to sleep =D

Review

Finally the vpp review is over. Our supervisor told us that we got a borderline pass. Alright, quite decent for a team like us - always lazy =D. Nothing really happens during the review. Three supervisor sitting on the chair as usual, listening to our presentation of our project. The real funny thing was that after we had presented our little-output vpp report, the teacher did not have much reaction. They just said okay and went to the other group. Maybe the teacher had given up on us already? hmm..
Alright so this is my last sem already, im gonna make use of the rest of my time for the project. No more time to joke around. It would be a waste to spend another 6 months in school JUST doing the project alone.
Went out with my darling and friends to catch a movie called Grudge 2 after my nap at home. Tired like hell =/. Quite scary. Alot of faces and screams like any other japanese horror show. Nothing much on a Friday night.

nice life eh?

Woohoo im slacking my life away waiting for graduation. Only one obstacle, the Project. I heard im going to repeat the whole year if i fail the review. Hope i rush and complete the project. More of my friends are going in NS soon-SK, Ham and nick. Wait for me brothers =DDD Things are not that well for my team nowadays. Since no more compy, we have not been training much except lan trainings during the weekends. Ever since edric left the team, we have been finding last to replace him. Anyway really looking forward for the chalet on thursday. I could only make it on friday guys, because of the project on thursday =(

CAPL 4th-8th place

Yes we got 4th-8th place in capl but that was not wat we wanted. It was a disappointing game in the finals against team fairplay but kudos to them. They really came prepared for their map de_nuke. Nothing went right for us, not even the toss coin. Seriously i was hugely disappointed although i keep telling my players to cheer up. Overall i learnt alot from the teams playing and the teams i played against. Hopefully we could put our teamwork together in the next competition.

Finally

Finally capl is here. After three weeks of strict online training for preparation(isit strict?), this is wat we are waiting for. The event will take place tml at E2max, Cineleisure. Okay this competition will be single elimination. Which means that you will go home if u lose the first match. We had our last training tonight at e-games. The score was quite ok. We manage to grab 2 out of the 3 maps we played against wwf. They are truly a team with quality aims and teamwork. Hopefully, we can play well tml against any team. Woke up today with news from my girl that she passed her tp. I felt happy for her seriously, dunno why =/ I guess i must tell her my gd news about my competition tml =D. 1010 is the lucky number hohoho =P

Sentosa

Yesterday was the first time i went to Sentosa since two years back. It was a long time since ive been there. We met up at 921 coffeeshop and had our breakfast at 9. Guess what time we set off - 11.45am almost noon because we have to wait for late comers to eat their breakfast too. This shows how "brothers" we are -_- When we reach there we travelled to siloso beach first but we can't find the goal post or any court around there, so we decided to take the tram to the other beach where there is these kinda facilities - tanjong beach. Ok so we took the tram all the way back to tanjong beach only to find out that the stall that rents out balls or equipment were close. WTF lor. Nvm we decided that there is no point to stay there so we WALK to our LAST LAST destination-the palawan beach. ok so we have travelled to three beaches in Sentosa. That was tiring even before we play soccer. Ok it was quite fun. We finally settled down and bought a ball for soccer. I think i would have to eat more nowadays. People say i look ugly after losing weight -_- After the trip we had our dinner at e harbour front shopping centre. The pics were not uploaded yet so bo pian cannt post. (;

The place when gaming is not possible

For teams who play competitive games like dota or cs, please do not train at this fcking Egames opposite parklane. If not for the numbers of teams playing there, we won't even wan to make our way there lor. Firstly, the comps sucks. ok maybe we are not used to playing there. The dedicated server was so lag that u feel better if u'r playing online. 100 pings every now and den. 50 pings is the lowest. Although they are using shuttle, some of my players couldn't use the mic when they plugged it in. One of my teammates' monitor went blank not because he's dead, aiya just suck man. Secondly, the place is so noisy. I couldn't hear footsteps at all. Arbo dun wear headphones play la ?!?! Thirdly, the stupid management... ok this is wat happened. I saw my friends waiting at 10am in the morning. And guess wat time he finally gets his comp, 5pm-at that time when we left -_- This is so pathetic lor. We spend money to get this kinda service?!!?