No life

It has been a long time since i update liao. Life has been more and more meaningless for me. I just dunnoe why. Im not that interested in my school work anymore. No mood to even listen attentively to the lectures. Not only sch, my family is damn fucked up. My parents is always out and home is like a hotel for me. They never ask much about my results in school. That's why i don't like to go home. I rather stay out with my friends till late. It seems like nobody really care if im dead or not. Lucky i still have my brothers by my side, at least, to talk cok with me. Im still searching for my real interest. I just need someone to be by my side thru ups and downs. Im still looking for the real girl...