Exam finish!

Yes! finally finished my exams on friday. Damn it, I spend only 4 hrs slping per day during the exam weak. Finally when i thot im going to have a good rest, Irene's bd chalet is coming up! I was on cab with Zachary back home when we discussed about our soccer team. It will be lot of soccer matches during this holiday hehee. Going to find work soon, or else no money. Ok will be updating often.

soccer fightfest

Woke up late for soccer on a sleepy saturday morning. The match was scheduled on 10am but i woke up at 9.30. Took a cab down to khatib and saw rw and bert walking towards the field. -_- Today's match was abit special because we dun have stronger players from yisheng and other tp players. Henree, zach, wb and nick was playing for the first time for us. We went down early in the match. Ok, now here comes the most interesting part. During the second half, one of their players touches the ball with his hand and yc shouted for a foul. Instead of talking properly, the small size defender kan yc's parents. Most of our team members went to attack him. Everyone was like fucking hot temper. Ruisong started the punches on the guy and the guy wanted to call water sia lol. He landed a total of three punches towards the guy, wahah. Henry was like chionging towards any of their players. Opponent keep saying " lai la lai la" but still moving backwards. I think they were afraid of Henry because of his size. Soon kw called the police. The match stopped and we proceeded to kopitiam for our lunch.

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A busy life

Have been busy nowdays not becoz of studies, but because of fun with friends. Saturday was a day many of us have been waiting for =) We have a soccer match against a team we lost to by 2 goals deficit in the past. Reach the pitch at around 10.15am. Everyone was late again including me =/ I have a chance to try on my new boots which i bought 1 week ago. It was a red and silver predator =)~~ The match ended 4-3 to us. We finally won ehehehe. Anyway most of kena sunburnt. It was suntanned all the way from start of the match to the end. Most of them went to eat after that. We slack awhile and i went home to sleep. I woke up around 8+ and watches Man u match against liverpool. Sad sia.. they lost 1-0 to liverfools. It have been slacking all the way after that. Damn boring. Even saturday so boring liao, wat about Sunday?

At Sunday around 4+, i met up with them at 921. Expected to be a "sianz" sunday. Wb suggested playing soccer but my leg still got old injuries sia.. Nvm la since they so enthu, den play lor. After a round of soccer, the loser team have to do the forfeit lol! Luckily my team consists of stronger players. Funny to see ruisong running. He smoke a cig while running, wtf.
After the match, Wb insisted on playing again. In my mind i was like "WTF SIANZ SIA" but nvm we finish the match went to the nearest kopitiam to have our dinner. After our dinner, we went to the study corner nearby. Juz went i thot we would end the day like this, we found a ball at the basketball court beside the study area. Damn, we were divided into teams again. Playing the full court becoz there were 12 players lol. Running here and there again. One of us said that today is sport's day lol. When by saw a police car, he ran all the way towards the coffeeshop again like a dog lol! the rest of us followed. Bth. When we sat at the void deck, The police car turned in! bo pian. Cannot run liao. Luckily the policemen are humourous. They joke with us. Anyway, none of us wore like pai kia, so, they should have known we are just playful. After the taking down of our details, they went off and i went home soon after. Wonderful Sunday =)

A New Life, A New Phase

Sorry, have been busy hanging out with my friends to update this blog =/ Ok first, happy birthday to our sorzai aka Valerie leong. Thanks for the bbq - made me win money =D Ok a new phase of my life begins. I dun believe in bearing grudges and burning bridges towards our ex gf or bf. Let's move on. Hmm... exams is coming in three weeks time, hope i could make use of the time and pass all my modules =/. The next most anticipated "event" will be NS. Some of my friends would have to go in first, i wish them all the best! I will be joining them next year, after i finish my poly.

Ok Saturday was valerie's bbq birthday celebration. I met jason, irene, henry, willie, lincoln in the afternoon for town becoz some of them have not got any gifts for valerie. We met yc and kelvin in town at the starbucks near the california gym. After slacking awhile there, we went to shop around heeren and cine for gifts and bio char bor =/

Since we will be late for valerie's bbq, we came up of an idea to act as though we are not going for val's bbq anymore. That stupid sorzai even threatened me on the phone, order me to go for her bbq. LOL. When all of us reach the place, she was surprised but of cause happy. I think our groups consist of the best (or hardcore) gamblers in singapore becoz we could gamble no matter where we are. We put a matt on the pavement and started gambling. Knowing that i do not have luck, i put money in ruisze's place. lol he damn lucky, help me win money. Ok, we ton till about 6 and everyone went home by cab except me and willie.

Sunday was tiring since we did not have enuff sleep. We have decided to play streets soccer. I woke up at about 5+ and have to rush to khatib for soccer. But when i reached there, only bert was sitting at the hut under the HDB (as usual -_-) He seems very excited saying chio bu went up the block with a guy but she actually duno the guy. Seems to be FL, or freelance fyi. After about 20 mins, yc, kel, rw and rs came with xb drving. We started the game first before woodlands kias like nick, yj, qb and TM arrived. We played from 7 to around 11 before we proceed to the 848 coffeeshop for drinks. Damn thirsty and hungry. Ate the yong tau fu there, damn power. We tcss till i took the last train home. Reach home feeling moody, duno why. But when i think of rw, i feel sad for him LOL. His ex gf walk past the coffeeshop holding a guy's hand. Hai, i have worst experience. Anyway, i watched the dvd they lent me and slept at around 5 in the morning.

Happy bd mery!

Really sianz of school already.. Wanted to go sch in the afternoon but heard that many of them not going, so no mood already. Called rw up and met them in 925 for lunch. Soon, ruisze and rs arrived. After the gathering, WB fetched irene home before he went for his presentation in school. The rest of us went to rw house for mahjong. Watched SPL at his home. Its a fighting movie and overall it's not that bad, except that it's quite short. After around 6-7pm decided to go for Mery's birthday instead of Shina's wedding. Sorry carmen but i really dun feel like going yet u keep forcing me to. I rather go for the occasion where i know the person well.

We were getting late yet we have to wait for the dua pai rw to get ready. So, me rw ruisong ruisze wb by bert went to Great World City together. Fortunately, Mery heven booked the table yet and by could join us at crystal jade restaurant. Wb and ruisong would have to eat alone as they didn't know mery well. It was me bert ruisze by mery klara and bf, a girl and other two guys( didn't know the name well). We wanted to have rice over there but since birthday girl wans to have noodle, all of us choose individual set of noodles.As usual, QinChai(klara's bf) made the most noise again. haha he's the most kp and talkative one sia. But overall, he is a good guy la. The food was heavenly! Was that the word ruisong uses? lol Damn nice! Especially the xiao long bao, with the chup inside OMGOMG. Thanks Mery. After eating, we decided to proceed to mery's house to play cards ! Wb offered to give a ride to her house. Unbelievable, i lost again in the beginning, have to be banker to win back all my money =( Took a cab home with my winnings at around 12.30am after wb drove me to khatib.

dulan

Fucking dulan!!! Why can't we end the day with a happy mood? Did i rush u in the morning ? The only difference was i wore my clothes without bathing? and waking u up (not even earlier)? Did i rush u and say "quick quick quick!!" Even if you got rashes, do you have the right to vent ur anger on others? Stop being ridiculous alright!? i didn't cause it! arrrgggggggg...

sianz

Omg wanted to go town but kena dua again by ppl. Nvm, went 921 with kelvin kw xueli and rw to slack. Decided to proceed to kw house to gamble again. I started by losing ten bucks and couldn't recover since. Oh shit maybe it's time to STOP GAMBLING!

sianz

omg boring friday. Tired of school nowadays. Didn't attend school and slept till 12 in the afternoon. Heard from one of my friends that there are actually two debarment date -_-Was thinking, why the hell do the lecturers wan to see so many parents duhz. Maybe joining philbert in the army soon. Slack at home till about 9.. before setting off for edric's house to gamble again muahaha.
Reached his home and thought that everyone was already present. But wtf, all of them are actually "reaching" soon. LOL although it's a dog's year but i hate edric's dogs. He has one very noisy one last time but he got two now -_- Damn noisy unless u stay for around 15 mins already, den they will keep quiet. Alright, have to admit i lost around 20 bucks there. Well, when u win some, u will lose some right? the sor zai actually luffed at me. -_- Stupid dog =/ Was gambling halfway when my mum called to chase me home =( Maybe i will lose more if i dun go -_-

HEHE GOOD LUCK HUAT

wah lao i can't believe my luck for this year. Ive won over 150 bucks in 4 days. Xie Men AR!!!!! I bet wat also win lor.. not boasting but the fact. soccer, blackjack and other cards game bth =/
People said that when u win something u will lose something. Is it true? =/ Maybe becoz im a free thinker, to me, i feel that it's juz pure luck la.. when i wan to win something, i work hard for it. I lost something becoz i dun even care about it. My life is controlled by me =). What about you?

Went to youchao's house as usual. Its the same every year. Except that this yr was more fun. After eating and all the gambling, everyone was sianz of the cards ( i lost all my $$, leaving 2 bucks in my wallet). YC took out his ball and we took over the roads for a soccer game. LOL wtf. The stake of the match was 10 bucks for the winning team. Everyone were very serious and enthu. Working hard to get the ball when.. guess wat? A police car drove pass lol!! The ball was left behind a car (not visible to the police) when they came. Those with ICs would have to surrender them and the rest sat on the pavement beside the road. When the policemen questioned what were we doing on the road, someone told them that we were playing catching lmao. i could see that one of the two policemen wanted us to get the IC from the house but another gave him a nevermind-lah look. Maybe becoz it's cny ba. Our energy all wasted sia, spend so much chasing after the ball and in the end no results lol. After that some of us were seated outside, while the rest were watching tv.
Soon, some of them gtg. So, leaving a few of us, we decided to go up to the third floor for cards game again. Using a two dollar notes, i won back about 30 plus lmao. damnit i dunnoe how i did that. As usual, willie and ruisong lost the most. We played till about 6plus before we went home and slp. All of us drop dead after we bathed.

The day after, we met up for a movie, Fearless. Greatly anticipated becoz wb and others who watched has said that it's a nice movie. Overall, quite a good movie. Please watch it =) We went to henree's house and gamble. We were smoking at the void deck of henry's house when his sister-in-law and brother saw us. After a moment later, henry received a phonecall from his mum nagging about him smoking . Damn suay. When we enter henry's house, his father said aloud ," wah zai hor? smoking ar?" wah lao damn paiseh, anyway how old are we ? it's non of his business =[ Okay, we took the cards game to Henry's room. Lost alot again in the beginning. Leaving me only 3 bucks. After that we changed game. We played the five cards game( dunnoe wat issit called) and i actually won back. After i won about 20+ i caught hold of Ace of Spade twice in a row. The other Aces are actually 1 points but spade Ace is a triple win. I took home another 17 two dollars notes lol!! heng heng. After that we bid good bye and slack at the coffeeshop near his house before we went home. Boring, sch is starting and we went home early.

hey losers

hey stop acting cute and saying yourself adorable la please. It's okay to try and gain a little bit of attention, but if u r trying very hard to, den u are becumming irritating. So, pls try to understand why ppl are avoiding u. People are SCARE OF U LOR. pls pls pls... stop the meow here and there thank you

to u

Hey juz wanna tell u i really enjoyed the time spent with u yesterday.. i can't describe it really. Maybe becoz u looked happy, tt's y im happy too.. Will miss u when ur away =)

CT results

The common test results are back. Im so sad.. I took four modules and i failed one. Despite staying at home for the whole week studying hard for the papers, i still fail to pass all. I got 44 for the paper. I failed to achieve my desired result damn! I feel that im becoming more and more useless lor. Usually i set aims for myself and get the result... but nowadays.. im losing confidence liao. But surely i will work hard for the retest although it is capped at 50 marks -_- Arrrggg.. hope i don't disappoint my parents and get into year 3. Must not give up ! ('_')

to someone

I admit i like u,
i really do,
But i still prefer my lifestyle now..
Maybe too used to be alone,
love the freedom im having,
sorry IF i hurt u.
I really treasure the short period of time we had together,
And appreciate the care and love you've shown.
Thanks,
I hope we still can be friends k?

Happy chinese new year

LOL another festive season where the chinese families come together for celebration. But wat you all know about CNY? The history behind it? Actually i knew quite alot =/ ok here goes:

Chinese New Year actually starts with the New Moon on the first day of New Year and ends on the full moon 15 days later. The 15th day of the new year is the Lantern Festival, which is celebrated at night with lantern displays or even fire crackers(not in sg of coz) and children carrying lanterns in a parade.

The Chinese calendar is actually based on a combination of lunar and solar movements. The lunar cycle is about 29.5 (or 30 days) kinda forgot already =/. In order to "catch up" with the solar calendar the Chinese insert an extra month once every few years (seven years out of a 19-yearcycle). It is the same as adding an extra day on leap year. Now you understand why according to the solar calendar, the Chinese New Year falls on a different date each year.

New Year's Eve and New Year's Day are celebrated as a family affair, a time of reunion and thanksgiving. The celebration was traditionally highlighted with a religious ceremony given in honor of Heaven and Earth, the gods of the household and the family ancestors.(Nowadays, they carry out the ceremony)

The sacrifices to the ancestors, which is the most important part of the rituals, unites the living members with those who had passed away. Departed relatives are remembered with great respect because they were responsible for laying the foundations family.

The presence of the ancestors is acknowledged on New Year's Eve with a dinner arranged for them at the family banquet table. This is the time where family members comes together. The spirits of the ancestors, with the living, celebrate the "starting" of the New Year as one great community. The communal feast called "surrounding the stove". It symbolizes family unity and honors the past and present generations.

I wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year!

Prostitution

Prostitution, the oldest occupation in history, is now worked by the young childrens. Girls of 16 yrs old and below, are earning money by selling their own body. Get Real. Is this real? Yes. Singapore older men are flocking over to batam for paid sex. One guy they interviewed in the show was named Alex. Although his face was not shown, i could see that he's those kinda beng beng type la, from his other physical appearances.
First, he was asked why he would choose girls of 16 age, wouldn't it be very disgusting. He answered " If he have a daughter of 21 yrs old, he wil feel that way. But now he likes younger girls as they could satisfy his needs more"
Secondly, they asked him whether his wife knows about his sexual activities outside. He replied that his wife even came with him to batam. Even CHOOSES the girls for him. He feels that all guys are the same, have the needs to release. ROFL!
Thirdly, they asked him whether he will feel guilty about it. He answered no. Because he thinks that he's helping the girl by paying her money for them to support themselves.

Hmm... fyi, it is illegal to have sex with girls under 16 in Singapore, and 18 in Indonesia. And still they have so many cases of underaged sex. Is it really problems of complementing the laws?

CT OVER

Yes my common test over! Went to class on monday and result i passed csf( didn't went to lab). Heard from leong heng hehee. Went to take my laptop in the morning. Omg it was at Penjulu lane, C&P holding. Some ulu place in Jurong East. When i reach there by cab. I have no idea how to go to the "actual place" to get my laptop. The place was like a big factory, with trucks moving around everywhere. After asking the guards for the spot. I redeemed the laptop went to the canteen. Unwrapped all the boxes and realised it was actually nice looking, chio. omg. The comp spec is AMD Turion® Processor 3000+ (1.6GHz), 512MB, 60GB, Double Layer DVD±RW/±R, 6-in-1 Digital Media Reader slot, Integrated modem, Integrated 10/100 LAN Ethernet, Integrated wireless LAN 802.11bg, Integrated Bluetooth, Microsoft® Windows® XP Home, 14.0. Went home and check whether it's a new batch or old batch. Omg it's a 1X512 hehee new batch. heng ar...

Went to sch reluctantly after having my lunch(mum cook) at home. Thanks mom i love you =).
Sometimes i really hate China ppl. They are always like gong gong one la zzz. I was paired up with this china guy and he doesn't know anything about the fcs lab lor. Farking stupid!!! arrggg. im always trying my best to complete the lab and guess wat he did? he actually digged his nose in front of me, fuck! And if i dunnoe how to do the lab how? hong kan lor. must wait for everyone to finish den get answer from them -.-! Like this how to go off early! damn.. ok gd nite bth liao .

ARrrggg bored

oh it's 3.30am, and im here absorbing languages required to communicate with a computer ? Visual basics paper at 8.30am later! Hopefully they set the paper through the past yr paper =).

Took FCS paper at 4 in the afternoon. Omg, it's a confirm pass lor. The paper is almost exactly like the one from the past yr's common test paper. hEHE. The hp ppl call liao. Time to redeem the laptop on Monday. Hey, monday? everyone got sch lor. Nvm la... plans to skip the morning lesson and bring the lappy to sch to install all the required programs hehehe. The place is at dunnoe which ulu part of singapore la.. zzz

ok back to eating books !

Life's a bullshit to her, not me

At times, the smartest person tends to become too naive for their own good. I am a smart person, at the very least, I have the confidence to believe in myself that I am not exactly dumb. Not exactly dumb to believe that beautiful things remain as they are, not exactly dumb to believe that beautiful people remain as they are. I told myself not to feel remorseful over anything, coz I've tried my best to salvage the situation. I've learnt that silence is really a virtue as it makes the situation a whole lot better than arguing(which i really HATE). I've learnt that when it's time to let go, forcing doesn't do any good. I've learnt that the ending of a r/s that had already turned ugly, actually marks the beginning of a better phase in my life because I have emerged a stronger person.

People never reveal their true feelings, because they are afraid that whatever decisions they make will cause more hurt to the other party. I am disgusted by these untruthful beliefs and promises made to myself, as I know deep down within me that they are never going to come true. Yes i admit I tried to hypnotised myself, tried to make myself believe that she still feels for me. However, just like all her vows to me, everything failed. I will not wallow in self-pity anymore. She wanted me to let go and I did gracefully. If I can be so nice & considerate to someone else, why not to my ownself? I deserve a whole lot better treatment.She surrendered herself to elusive desire and now, my path of forgiveness showcased in bitter truth after I departed.

New Year, Good beginning?

Christmas eve spent in town, New year eve in ... Jason's house -.-
We met up in ruiwen's house waiting for them to finish their mahjong session. After their mahjong session, we went to sembawang shopping centre for our dinner. It was around 9.15 already. We wanted to try the restaurant "Taste of Thailand" but they close door already =(. So all of us have KFC instead.

After dinner, nobody has any idea where to go. So they decided to countdown in Jason's house. We started blackjack from 11.30pm to 5am in the morning. I won about 40 bucks in his house. Is it a good beginning =) I wanted to win a cab fare back to woodlands but instead i can make a trip back and fo haha.

Ate breakfast and went home to koon !